I miss the time when I have someone by me but on the same time I can't bear to lose my singlehood again for now. 19 December, it's one year singlehood for me. Happy, sad and disappointed.
I've seen everything. How can sweet turned sour. How can hot turned cold. How can love turned hate. I can't be in that position now. It's degrading to see how a soul is tortured inside.
I don't wanna be in that position. How I was kind to you, but you took advantage of it. How I was lenient to you, but you took advantage of it. That's the kind of girl you are. About one year I've been with you, it's like walking from heaven to hell. Unfortunately, I survived.
I've moved on.
Sayonara people!.
11:39 AM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Hello there angels and demons from my nightmare.
Akhirnya dapat jua saya menulis di lelaman blog ini. Aiyoh!. So the baku man. Haha.
Gosh!. Mintak maaf ehk kalau aku update lambat sangat. Bukan malas tapi busy lah. Mestilah, kata kerja nightlife, macam tkder life. Lagi2 aku kene juggle up ngan studies. Fuh. It's really a feat for me. Well, aku sekarang ada masalah hati lah. Ehk2, bukan sakit jantung lah, tapi soal hati you know. Korang tahu kan part2 relationship start ups ni semua aku karat sikit. Haha. Sape2 sudi nak tolong, silakan ehk.
Okay2, actually kan, aku ader fall in love ngan seorang wanita (takkan jantan siol!). Haha. But masalah nyer sekarang, aku tak tahu if dier ni suka aku tak. Yang buat rabak ehk, member bartender aku ni pon aku suspect shiok kat dier lah. Macam steady lah potong jalan but like people say, BMW or Best Man Wins. Ni part aku penat sikit lah nak gadoh2 ngan member pasal wanita. Lumrah manusia, yang terlepas mesti ada rasa tak puas hati atau kecewa. Tu part aku tak suker lah. Serious!.
Tapikan biler aku dah suker orang, susah siot nak lupakan. Ni pon aku dah get over and done with my ex. Takkan dah jatuh, bangon balik and then nak jatuh semula. Emotional degrading you know. So what can i do now?. Aku bleh go with the flow but I really like this girl and it will be a regretful waste to let the chance of my lifetime go. She's my type you know. I really want her man!. Gosh!. Help me!.
Sayonara people!. Haiz!.
8:41 PM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Hello there angels and devils from my nightmare.
Haha. At last got the chance to update my blog which I think have been infested with spiderwebs.
It have been the busiest week of my life, juggling school, work and pasttimes. Well, I'm not a robot after all. And all this comes with the lethargic outcomes.
Actually, I just came back from watching the new James Bond movie, Quantum Of Solace, with Zan. Not a bad movie coz it's missing with sexual scenes, which is synonym to every James bond movie. Guess the new James Bond is quite old and having some erectile dysfunction.
Tomorrow I've got to go to work straight after school. Friday, Saturday and Sunday I'm not spared either. And the best thing is Sunday morning I've got Futsal tournament at East Coast. I'm so gonna be tired and flat.
And to whoever that person that bitch about me, please move on and get a life. By bitching about me, I assumed that you showing me you have not move on. Let bygones be bygones. I've got no grudges against you. I'm being professional by not mentioning whoever you are. I'm utterly disappointed with you but I've got no qualms about your desire to bitch about whoever you like. But that reflects what kind of person you are. And by doing that, people will trust that I'm right and you're wrong eventhough both parties are the same. Grow up okay. =)
