I miss the time when I have someone by me but on the same time I can't bear to lose my singlehood again for now. 19 December, it's one year singlehood for me. Happy, sad and disappointed.
I've seen everything. How can sweet turned sour. How can hot turned cold. How can love turned hate. I can't be in that position now. It's degrading to see how a soul is tortured inside.
I don't wanna be in that position. How I was kind to you, but you took advantage of it. How I was lenient to you, but you took advantage of it. That's the kind of girl you are. About one year I've been with you, it's like walking from heaven to hell. Unfortunately, I survived.
