Hello there angels from my nightmare!
This week has been much of a roller-coaster ride for me. A lot of things has been going on and I almost can't take the weight of it anymore. I kind of disappointed when things didn't go the way I've planned. But guess I just gotta live with it.
Yes, being a die-hard MANCHESTER UNITED fan, I was utterly disappointed when they fail to win the Premier League and being the first team to win the trophy back-to-back four times in a row. Instead it went to bloody Chelsea who won it with style and even break the record of scoring more than 100 goals in a season. I think its unfair because that bloody billionaire, Roman Abrahamovich bought them and increase their transfer budget to bring in more superstars to their team. But also, I think Sir Alex failed to bring in new signings since the departure of Cristiano Ronaldo and Carlos Tevez. Seriously Sir Alex need to sign new players that can fit in to the team nicely to win the title back and beat Liverpool in terms of the total number of league trophies collected. Don't depend on Rooney too much or sign disoriented players like Berbatov please. Whatever it is, I still love you MANCHESTER UNITED. GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!!
I guessed I gotta be patience with things that happen lately. Honestly, I'm in contact with someone but now I doubt whether I still have any chances to do so. It started out from Facebook, then MSN Messenger followed by exchanging contact number. Nothing special, just a conventional way to bring friendship to greater heights. So it keeps going and going until I got carried away. Everything looks perfectly fine and I'm confident something will work out somehow. But apparently something bad happened in her life and she had a downfall, falling aimlessly to nowhere. I tried my best to console her and be by her side but she choose to be alone and reflect back her life. Yes, I do respect her decision and I didn't contact her unless in MSN, when she initiate the a chat. Even so, I tried my best to console her and be her listening ear within that small time frame given. I felt contented everytime she laugh in her chatbox and I felt my day is complete when I get to chat with her. She has been my first SMS partner too ever since I'm enlisted in National Service. So nowadays my Berry has been silent too. I'm not being mushy but just trying to let go of how I felt. It's been bottled up and I find it hard to carry on with this feeling. I hope that soon she'll be back to her normal, jovial self and we can carry on with this friendship. :)
The Middle - Jimmy Eat World
Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on
Just try your best, try everything you can
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away
It just takes some time
Little girl you're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be alright, alright
Hey, you know they're all the same
You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in
Live right now, yeah, just be yourself
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else
Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on
Just do your best, do everything you can
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say
Later on will be a long day for me because I gotta go to my Aunt's place for 'hair-shaving ceremony' (majlis cukur rambut) on her newborn baby and latest addition to my paternal side. And at night I'm going to meet my bike team members. Gonna take and upload more pictures tomorrow. If not my blog will be too wordy and boring!
Sayonara people!
